Made Whole

It never stopped; it just never seemed to stop. The piles of papers…the endless meetings…the annoying reporters…it never stopped! Her life consisted of three things- working, sleeping, and eating; that was it! There was nothing else.

Relena walked through the empty halls of her family mansion. She was all alone; no one was around except her. Even her brother and Noin had left the earth to run the terraformation project on Mars.

Walking into her office, the young woman gazed down at the place where she spent most of her time. The place where the problems of the world gathered to scream at her from all directions. Her young, slender shoulders held up a planet that seemed to grow heavier every second of every day.

Nearly falling into her large, leather chair, Relena slumped down and thumbed through her appointment schedule for tomorrow. Nothing but meetings, meetings, and more meetings.

“Dammit, can’t they solve their own problems!” she screamed out loud. Knowing that no one had heard her, the young politician resigned herself to the silence coming from all four walls.

She was so lonely. An entire planet had its eyes on her every day, and she was lonely. Her life buzzed with activity, yet she had no life. It was true; she was an eighteen year old woman who had no life. Her entire existence was preserving world peace.

“I chose this responsibility. I’m the one who promoted total pacifism. You knew that people were going to look to you for guidance,” she said to herself.

“But I’m tired of fixing every stupid problem that people come up with!” she answered. Relena chuckled and shook her head.

“I don’t believe this; I’m talking to myself.” Relena swiveled around and looked out the window.

“Will I ever be able to leave? Will I ever be free?” She was a prisoner of peace. It sounded like an oxymoron, but it was true. She was a slave to an ideal, and she had given up everything to preserve that ideal.

Relena found herself wondering if she could ever do what she pleased. Could she ever settle down with a nice, young man and just be happy for the rest of her life. At that thought, a whole other slew of memories flooded into her conscious mind, and Relena turned back towards her desk. Scattered around the mahogany surface were pictures- pictures of her friend’s weddings.

First came Quatre and Dorothy- in Relena’s opinion, the most unlikely couple of all. Dorothy was a spoiled child who had learned what life really was from a young man who had a heart of gold. She’d nearly killed him, but now, Quatre spoiled the girl rotten.

Next came Zechs and Noin. Relena had never seen her brother so happy as he was that day. She remembered Noin’s tears when they were pronounced husband and wife.

Finally came Duo and Hilde. That had been a special day for her. It wasn’t just because they were her best friends. It was because she…she got to see ‘him’ again. Duo had somehow located Heero and convinced him to be his best man.

‘He looked so handsome that day. Every woman in the house was gawking at him.’ Relena remembered how incredible his tuxedo had looked on him. Her favorite part was the fact that for one day…one single day…they were ‘together’. Since she was the maid of honor, Heero had to walk her up and down the aisle and sit next to her at the dinner table. The climax came when Heero had agreed to dance with her. When he’d held her in his arms, she felt safe and at peace; it was first time in years that she’d felt completely carefree.

“Heero…” she murmured out loud. Relena gazed up at the far side of her desk where her most prized possession rested- a small, brown teddy bear. She snatched it up and hugged it tightly. She looked at the worn fur, and the dried spots that held so many of her tears. There had been many nights where she’d cried her eyes out into the bear’s fur, using it as her console. Yet, deep inside…she envisioned someone else comforting her…someone with intense cobalt eyes and savage, brown hair. Relena gazed down at the stuffed bear and grinned.

“You know, little fella, you know more of my secrets than anybody else.” Relena hugged the bear to her chest and sobbed softly. She missed him so much; he gave her strength just by being around. As each day without him passed, Relena felt more and more depressed. She never let it show in public or to any of her friends, but in private, she fell apart. She was alive, but her soul was dying…slowly and painfully.

“I guess this must be what Heero felt like. To be alive but have nothing but a mission.” It was in this depressed and grief-stricken state that Relena Dorlian fell asleep.

From the shadows, a young man watched with a heavy-laden heart. What had he done? He thought that by leaving her alone that he’d saved her and not burdened her with dealing with a man who knew nothing but death and pain. But in the process, he had robbed her of the one thing that had given her life meaning…him. Now, she was just an empty shell of what remained of the most wonderful person that he’d ever known! It was in that moment…that single moment when he saw his angel speak of how she had nothing to live for but an endless list of ‘peace’ missions that a tear fell from the eye of Heero Yuy.

‘Forgive me, Relena.’

Relena awoke feeling sore and stiff. She’d fallen asleep on her desk, and her neck hurt from using the hard wood as a pillow. She rotated her neck to work out the kinks and looked at the clock. It was late at night; she might as well go to sleep.

As Relena went to stand up, her heart nearly stopped. There in the corner of her office stood a shadow within a shadow.

‘It can’t be!’ But as the shadow stepped from the darkness, its profile became clear, and Relena felt butterflies in her stomach.

“Hello Relena.”

“Heero, what…how…when…why…” It all came out a blur, and Relena shut her mouth. She finally blinked, and when her eyes reopened, she found him on his knees beside her.

“Relena, forgive me, please!” His deep eyes pleaded with her desperately.

“Forgive you for what, Heero?” She gulped as his strong hand clasped her smaller one in his hand. She nearly gasped when she noticed that his eyes were cloudy; the great Heero Yuy was crying!

“For making you like me, Relena. I never wanted someone else to experience what happened to me…least of all you. I never wanted you to become a slave to a mission. I hoped that if I wasn’t around that you wouldn’t see that I wasn’t a slave to my mission but a slave to my own pain.”

“Oh Heero!” Relena clutched him in her arms, his head buried in her chest.

“I’m sorry, Relena, I wanted you to forget me and live a long happy life away from someone who knows nothing but death.”

“Heero, I can’t be happy without you near me. I can’t be happy with my soul.” Heero felt her hot tears falling on his cheeks and looked up into her loving face.

“Relena, I don’t really know which emotion is which, but I do know that I can’t let you suffer like this anymore. I won’t curse you to a life as horrible as my own.”

“No, Heero, your life won’t be horrible anymore, I promise you that!”

“Relena, I can’t do without you. You are the answer to my desperate cry; my cry for some explanation as to why I exist.”

“Oh Heero…what did you find out?” Tears were streaming from Relena’s eyes as she saw his expressionless mask fall away, and tenderness fill his handsome face.

“That I exist to love you, Relena.” By now, they were both on their feet, and Relena clung to Heero’s chest.

“I feel like a part of me has been brought back to life!”

Heero’s hand cupped the back of Relena’s head and tilted it back. God, she was devastatingly beautiful! His longing and desire erupted from within his soul, and his mouth covered hers in a brutal kiss.

‘Yes!’ Relena was hopelessly lost within a second of his kiss. Her hands buried themselves in his hair, and she pulled his lips tighter against hers. Heero nearly pried her mouth open with his tongue, and he swarmed inside to claim her.

“Relena, you’re mine!” he growled into her mouth. She felt a delicious shutter flow through her when she heard the possessiveness in his voice. She was doomed to love him for the rest of her life, and he merely stated what she already knew. But…there was another side to it.

“Heero, you’re mine!” she growled right back. The fire in her voice made Heero want her even more. There was nothing he wanted more than to belong to her completely and possess her completely.

Driven by pure thirst for her body, Heero grabbed Relena’s collar and tore open her blouse. He ripped away her bra and grabbed her young, supple breasts.

“Oh yes!” Relena gasped as Heero bathed her breasts in hot, sensuous kisses. She grabbed his head and pushed him to where she wanted him. Heero hungrily grasped her plump nipple in his mouth and sucked her goodness like a starving man at a buffet table. He had the most incredible feast spread before him, and he was going to devour every square inch of it.

“Lena…taste so good…so incredibly good…” Heero’s groans were arousing Relena to no end. In a fierceness that surprised even him, she grabbed Heero’s shirt and ripped it in half. She grabbed him by the hair and yanked his mouth onto hers. He pulled her body against his, and Relena eagerly rubbed her aching nipples against his stone-like muscles.

‘Oh gosh, not even five minutes, and I’m addicted to him!’ Heero pressed her up against the wall and proceeded to grind himself into her.

Relena moaned louder and louder every time she felt Heero push his hips against hers. As he mimicked the movements of making love to her, Relena noticed one peculiar aspect. Heero was starving for her, yet his hands hadn’t moved below her breasts. She realized that he was holding back- not wanting to scare her with his forcefulness.

Heero felt Relena take his hands and lead them down to her waist. He was still pressing her into the wall with hips, when she curled her fingers into his and slid them under her skirt.

“Do it, my love,” she whispered in his ear. Heero slid his hand further inside and grasped her panties. With one mighty yank, his angel was completely exposed to his hungry eyes. Heero was slowly going insane as her naked body rubbed up against him over and over again. He needed her now, or he’d die of pure want!

Sensing his desperation, Relena returned his favor and unzipped his pants. She couldn’t resist as her hand slid under his boxers and found his proof of masculinity. He was perfect in every way. Tugging off his remaining clothes, Relena grabbed his hips and pulled him back against her.

“Lena…I need you…so badly…please…” Heero’s voice was a mix of restraint and anguish. Relena finally realized just how much she truly meant to Heero. He wasn’t complete with her just being around; he would only be complete when he was embedded within her.

Heero was shoved down into her chair, and his erection stood at full attention. He held out his hands in welcome, and his eyes pleaded with Relena.

Straddling his hips, Relena grabbed his throbbing tool and slid him into position. She felt it slip between her lips, and a feeling of wonderment came over her.

“Heero…this is what I always wanted. You buried within me…filling me…completing me…making me whole…” she whispered these words as his shaft slid into her. Upon reaching her maidenhood, the perfect soldier stopped his movements and took her face in his hands.

“I love you, Relena, please forgive me…” and he ripped through her virgin wall. She grunted in pain as her innocence was torn, and yet, even the pain seemed delicious because the one man who she had always wanted was finally filling her.

“Heero…move please…move inside me…I need more!” Her voice was like a command, and he eagerly carried it out. His hands rested on the small of her back to stabilize her, and Heero closed his eyes as he slammed into Relena’s body over and over and over.

Relena grabbed Heero’s shoulders for leverage, then used her arms to push herself up and down on his massive shaft. He filled her deep and wide, everything that she’d imagined him doing. She rode him like a wild horse, not caring if their lovemaking was orthodox or not.

Damn, Relena was good at this. Heero could barely keep up with her. She was a regular hellcat in every sense of the word. Her nails clawed at his back as she bounced on his hips, and she grunted every time he thrust into her.

It still wasn’t enough. Heero wanted a more active role in this dance. With one fluid motion, Heero swept off her desk, and Relena quickly found herself on her back. A pair of gorgeous eyes loomed over and devoured her with their intensity.

Heero wrenched her thighs apart and slammed into her as deep as he could. He knew that she loved it by her moan of satisfaction. Again and again, he slammed his hard member into Relena’s perfect body. She was everything that Heero had dreamed her to be. Her body was the epitome of beauty, and she held him in an agonizingly tight hold.

“Relena!” he gasped as she clenched around him. She smirked up at him and released her muscles. She squeezed him again, and Heero cried her name a second time.

“Like that, huh?” she laughed and moaned at the same time.

“Wha…what are doing to me?” he groaned.

“Making sure that you’ll never forget this night!” Heero wrapped his arms around her and kissed her with everything he had.

“Never… Relena…neither of us will ever forget this night!” His hands flowed across her body in a blind fury. He couldn’t touch her enough. Heero touched her everywhere that he could reach, running his hands up and down her thighs and stroking and kneading her cream-colored breasts.

Relena sat up slightly and pulled him down for a deep, wet kiss. They both knew that only one final piece was needed to make them whole. It was coming upon them fast, and Relena felt Heero’s thrusts increase in intensity.

“Yes Heero…do it…seal our promise…make me yours!” Relena cried out in pure joy as she felt the powerful waves of her first orgasm smash into her. Her mind reeled, and her universe narrowed to just her and Heero, and the exquisiteness of their lovemaking.

With a mighty roar, Heero Yuy exploded inside Relena Dorlian. He pumped into her again and again not wanting her to miss a drop of his love for her. His warmth flooded into her body until it reached her very soul.

Heero collapsed into her arms, and he leaned on the desk as his legs turned to jelly. Relena held his head against her breasts as they enjoyed this moment when their bodies and hearts had been joined forever, and their souls had finally…finally been made whole.

Relena was floating in a paradise of pure happiness. She ran her fingers through her lover’s hair and heard his groan of appreciation. She loved feeling his body on top of hers; his hard exterior fit perfectly against her small, soft form. Her mind was swimming with the images of their lovemaking- the feel of his hands on her body, his lips kissing her everywhere, and…oh yes…the feel of him inside her.

“Hmm…Heero…” The soft murmur caused the young man to lift his head and found a pair of gorgeous aquamarine eyes shining at him.

“Relena…” The way he said her name…it seemed more like an endearment than something her parents had given her at birth. He moved up her body and kissed her lips gently. She shifted uncomfortably, and Heero realized that she was lying on top of very hard wood.

“I’m sorry…” Wrapping his arms around her, Heero scooped her up and brought her close to him. He picked her up like a baby and sat down in her chair. It was wide enough so Relena could rest her thighs against Heero’s legs, allowing her to straddle his hips. She didn’t want to lose the intimate contact that still joined their hips together.

“Don’t apologize, my darling, I always wanted to put this desk to some good use.” Her playful smile almost made Heero laugh, and he nibbled her earlobe, causing her to giggle in delight.

Relena suddenly realized something very important; she hadn’t told him! He’d told her, but she’d never reciprocated. Clasping his face in her hands, she gazed into the eyes that always made her heart flutter.

“I love you, Heero.”

“And I love you, Relena.” Their lips sealed their pronouncement, and Relena felt herself becoming lost in him again. She could feel the length of Heero’s shaft growing within her, and the depth of his kisses increasing in passion.

“My sweet, let’s take this upstairs.” Relena smiled at his suggestion. With a regretful moan, she felt him leave her. Heero already missed the feel of her around him, but he helped her to her feet.

“Woah!” Relena found herself swept up in his arms, and he cuddled her gently. He bent down and rubbed her nose with his.

“Which one?” Heero asked.

“Second door on the right.” Relena knew what he was asking, ‘Where’s your bedroom?’

Heero effortlessly carried her up the two cases of red-carpeted stairs. Finding her door slightly ajar, he kicked it open the rest of the way.

“What…nothing pink?” he teased. Relena glared at him slightly.

“Oh shut-up, I’m not a little girl anymore!”

“You most certainly aren’t,” Heero retorted, and his eyes ran down her nude body.

“Hey!” Relena gasped and slapped his arm. He carried her over towards the bed, which was covered by an exquisite looking comforter. It was black and had the design of red roses sewn into the pattern.

Balancing on one foot, Heero kicked back the covers and laid Relena down. He stood there just staring at her, and she smiled at him with all the love in her heart. Relena slid under the covers and held out her hand.

“Care to join me?” Heero gladly took her hand.

“It would be my pleasure.” Sliding in next to her, the perfect soldier took her in his arms and kissed her with everything he had. Relena buried herself in his embrace and pressed her body up against his.

Heero’s hands wandered over her soft body, drawing a soft moan from her pink lips. Relena let out a sigh of contentment when his hand closed over her breast. Heero stroked her soft mound with expertise and felt his love become pert under his touch. Dipping his head, he once again tasted the sweet lusciousness of her creamy mounds.

Relena arched her back as Heero suckled her with a gentle but determined objective. As he drank up her body, she could feel his arousal pulsing against her thigh. She shifted her leg slightly and rubbed his hard shaft.

“Hn.” Heero groaned silently. He wouldn’t last long if she kept rubbing him like that. Relinquishing her breasts, he moved back up to kiss her lips.

“Heero…” Relena gasped while grabbing a handful of his hair. His cobalt spheres locked onto her aquamarine counterparts and asked a silent question once again.

“Make love to me.”

Four little words. They were only four little words, but they were the most incredible words that Heero had every heard. With one exception, the only other words he liked more were when she told him, ‘I love you’.

“Relena…” Heero took his place above her and pressed himself against her entrance. His large hands covered her smooth rear and brought her closer. The head of his shaft split open her nether lips, but he didn’t go any further.

Relena’s body ached for the fulfillment that she knew only Heero could give her. She grasped his shoulders and tugged him towards her.

“Please Heero…do it…take me…” At her cry of desperation, the perfect soldier thrust himself into her. She cried out to him once again, but this time, it was a cry of gratefulness for giving her what she wanted so badly.

“Relena…last time was for desire…this time is for love.” She was confused by his statement, but as he began to move inside her, she quickly comprehended.

Heero was entering her slowly and tenderly, drawing every sensation and feeling to its maximum limit. Relena finally understood what he’d meant.

Earlier, they were so hungry for each other that their desire had made their love like a blazing inferno- hot and furious, but this time…this time Heero wanted it to be slow and gentle. This wasn’t fast or heated or lust-driven from long repressed emotions. No, this was two people showing one another the incredible love that they had for each other and expressing that love in the most intimate fashion.

Relena’s arms held Heero close as he moved in and out of her body time after time after time. She would feel him leave her, and it was the worst feeling in the world, but then, he’d fill her once again, and she’d feel this incredible sense of fulfillment and wholeness unlike anything that she’d ever known.

Heero’s hands were on her hips, guiding her as he thrust into her. He so much wanted to drive himself into her fast and furious until he was drunk with her, but he wanted to give her something that showed just how much he truly loved her.

Getting a bright idea, Heero leaned his body down onto Relena’s. As he moved his hips forward, his entire body moved, and his chest grazed the tips of her nipples.

“AH!” Relena cried out as she felt this new sensation. She felt something beginning to buzz inside her stomach, and every time Heero penetrated her body he would hit that exact spot where the feeling was coming from.

Wrapping her legs around him, Relena began bucking her hips against Heero’s forward thrusts. He was doing most of the work, and she wanted to help make this as wonderful as possible.

“Relena…” Her name on his lips made her open her eyes. “…do you wanna be on top?” The thought sent a pleasant shutter through her body. Seeing her smile of approval, Heero rolled them over, and Relena now lay on top of him. He thrust up into her, taking care not to go any faster than he’d been.

‘He’s being so wonderful like this. Hmm, this feels so good going slow like this; I can feel all of him inside me.’ Relena was thoroughly enjoying their slow lovemaking, but she wanted to give Heero one more thing.

“Heero…” she murmured sweetly, causing her lover to smile slightly. Her eyes flashed, and her smile quirked into a wicked grin. She pushed back the comforter that had been covering them and sat up on his hips.

“…I wanna ride you, my love.” The statement made Heero’s blood boil, and his shaft harden even more.

Even though she was still inexperienced, Relena knew enough for what she had planned. She pushed herself up with legs to lift Heero out of her then dropped her weight back down to sheath him within her once again.

Heero looked down to where they were joined and watched the sight in silent awe. She would go up, and his member would pull out of her, then Relena would come down and take all of him inside her again. The cycle continued on and on and on, driving Heero to the brink of insanity. He grabbed her hips and pulled her down onto him harder than before.

“Oh yes…” she moaned as he went even deeper inside her. Relena rocked on top of him as their lovemaking continued for hours and hours.

Heero felt his member beginning to swell and knew that it wouldn’t be long. His brow was dripping with sweat but nothing could tear his eyes away from the sight in front of him. The sight of the woman he loved – her hair damp and body covered with sweat – bouncing up and down on his hips, making incredible love to him.

Relena felt her release coming on and increased her gyrations against his hips. She undulated harder, and Heero responded by thrusting harder into her tight channel. She squeezed him as hard as she could, and he let out a strangled cry of desperation.

“Heero…take me there…send me there now!” Relena dropped down hard and took him inside her as far as he could go. A scream of passion and love exploded from her throat, and her canal unleashed its love nectar over Heero’s member.

“Yes Relena…let’s go there…now!” Heero slammed his hips up into her and cried out her name in complete satisfaction. Feeling the convulsions overtake him, Heero’s shaft exploded inside his lover, sending his warm seed deep into her accepting womb.

She fell into his strong arms, and he wrapped her in a protective shell once again. Their combined fluids dripped from her body and ran down both their thighs. Relena nestled her cheek into his shoulder, and Heero kissed her hair.

“That was…magical,” Relena said softly.

“Yes, it was,” her lover answered. Heero stroked her honey-blond hair and felt her relax in his embrace.

“Now, I’m ready to go to sleep.” Relena snuggled closer to his warm body, and Heero chuckled softly.

“You want to stay like this?”

“Hmm mmm, stay in me all night.” Relena squeezed her inner muscles around him, and Heero gasped sharply.

“That’s an offer that I can’t refuse.” He tilted her head up and kissed her goodnight.

“Goodnight Heero.”

“Goodnight my Relena.”