"Damn...where can that Heero be?" Such is the same phrase that she's uttered countless times, mostly to herself alone. During the short moments where she doesn't have an official statement or proclamation to make. The duties of being Peacecraft do not come lightly. "The duty of keeping peace shouldn't be one that is this much work." She thought to herself in the darkness.
She was alone now. "Now more so than ever" she thought. Lightning flashed through the french windows she stared through. But the storm was the last thing on her mind. She was thinking how other girls her age have so much hat she didnt' have. All of that had been taken from her; parents, free ime, even something so natural as a boyfriend. "Ha.." She let herself relax enough to let a grin slip through her facade for a moment. She stopped and undid her hair from her (official office) style. She ran her ingers through her brown tresses.
"No time..." She said to no one in particular. For a briefest of moments she thought of him. His short cut and unkempt brown hair. That odd look in his eyes like he had never seen anything resembling kindness. She could even remember that day when she realized he meant more to her than...more to her than.."My life." She thought. "My life had no meaning back then." he had been willing to let Heero kill her. She didn't care. "Anything to see him." she whispered as the storm outside continued to bash it's fury pon the estate she was living in.
Of course, everything was provided for her; Elegant clothes, excellent food, luxurious accomodations. With the name Peacecraft came several things. "None of which is anything I asked for." She relented. Her smile gone now, and once again thinking of the harsh terms life had pushed her into. "How old am I now?...16..18..does it make a difference?" she said turning away from the windows and walking to her bed. "No one to share my life with.." She muttered landing on her bed. She'd had this conversation with herself several times before. Talking to herself usually helped, but for some reason tonight her loneliness was taking it's toll.
The designer suit she wore clashed with the satin purple sheets that she layed on. The white and teal colored jacket were stuffy and brand new. "If I don't take these off I'm going to die." She said as she rose up from the bed. "Ugh.." The suit was stiff as a board and no more comfortable. Nor were the boots she was wearing. She was so acustomed to wearing uncomfortable clothes that these didn't seem any different. She started to take off the heavy jacket when she heard a beep from the telecom.
"Who could that be?" She moaned as she moved to re-adjust the jacket to it's proper place. She went over to the small laptop computer fitted into her desk in the corner of the dark room. With a quick keystrokes the monitor sprung to life. To her suprise a tuffeled looking Duo appeared on the screen. He was grinning for ear to ear with his ponytail half tossed ver his shoulder. That grin was infectuous and before she could help it he was grinning herself. "It's amazing how that boy with a mere smile can destroy years worth of political training." She thought. It had taken her some time to learn to ace a perfect (poker face) as it was. Many lessons from remembering Heero's ever emotionless face helped.
"Ne-chan!!" Duo bleated at the screen. That smile meant something, it always did. Still grinning she looked to Duo. "I see your still doing well Duo. You never sieze to amaze me. How did you get on this secured line?"
"Hehe.." He said with a wink. "You wound me pretty lady, I was just delivering a message." "But if you really want to know you'll have to undergo some of my special interrogation." He said with a sly look. "OUCH...don't do that." He yelped. Ririna couldn't help but laugh for a moment. She saw Hirude sneak up behind Duo and slap him on the ass. "Don't listen to the moron Ririna." Herude said as she almost pushed Duo's face ut of the monitor view. "He's up to his usual tricks." She said as she nearly laughed out loud at the hurt look on Duo's face. "Oh no don't give me that..What..Me? look" She giggled.
Ririna smiled and said. "Well I'm happy to see both of you. It's been a long time." "But why are you calling so late, all the way from the colony's?" She questioned, it had been a very long day and she longed to et some rest. "Well..you see we saw an old friend a little while ago and he was acting a little wierd." Herude said her smile fading a bit. "He was really down." Duo piped up. "I don't know where he's been hiding himself ut he was even more depressed than usual." Duo said rather sullenly. The happiness in the air seemed to disappate quickly with Duo's sudden change of mood.
"I found him not far from here about a week ago. I was doing an errond for Duo and I saw him scraping his way through a crowd." Hereide said a bit nervously. "He looked really shaken up by something. I ran over to say hello to him and see if he would come with me back to see Duo. He all but ignored me until I caught his arm, and then his eyes...." She stopped abruptly as Duo gave her a fond look and raised his finger to her mouth. He shook his head in a definitive if slow (no) and then spoke to Ririna. "Ririna, I saw him too later that week. He's got this look like he's lost. I still don't think he's gotten over what happened in Operation Meteor."
She had known something had happened to Hero during the beginning of that campain but not exactly what. "He never spoke of it nor of anything that e bottled up inside." She thought with a tinge. "Do you know where he is now?" She said with a faint hope in the back of her mind.
"I'm sorry Ririna..as soon as he found out I was looking for him he disappeared again." Duo said woefully, the trace of sadness in his voice as noticeable. Even though Duo had only known Heero for a long time something about the way he hid all of his pain bothered Duo. "Probably because I was doing the same thing with this happy go lucky facade." He thought. Heero even set his own leg once, but not once did he ever even so much as cry out.
"Thanks for calling Duo/Hereide. I'll look for him. I know I won't find him but that won't stop me." Ririna said tiredly. Even if all the world could stop she didn't think for a moment that her wish to see Heero again would ever come true. "Reality just doesn't supply happyness." She thought. "Good luck Ririna. If you see him tell him we care, ok." Hereide said as Duo and her waved goodbye. "I wish I could tell him that too.." she muttered as she stood up straight from leaning over the laptop. The monitor switched off at the end of the transmission.
The room was dark again, save for the flashes of lightning on occasion. One of the wonderful things about being planet side. The colony's artificial weather was nothing compaired to the real thing. Rain poured down outside as she made her way over to her wardrobe taking off her jacket in the process.
"Heero..."
"BAAAMMMM" The loud noise jarred her immediatly awake and she bolted for the protection of the side of the bed. Her first thought was a gun shot.
But as she thought about it from the far side of the bed she realized it was the windows from the balcony. She repremanded herself for jumping at shadows but nethertheless she grabbed the gun she kept underneath the bed matress. She raised herself off the floor and slowly with gun held forward pointed at the balcony. A lone shadow cast by a flapping curtin and rain greeted her.
A wispy and dry voice whispered "Ri..rinaa.." As he toppled to the floor. "Heero!!" She screamed and ran to his side. Nearly tossing the gun to the other side of the room in concern, she rushed toward him. As soon as she reached him she realized her mistake. Heero tryed to pick himself off the floor before she came close to him. A glint of steel ricocheted off the wall as lightning tore across the sky. Heero pointed the gun at Ririna.
"Omae wa Korosu." Heero said coldly. Ririna stood there for a moment terrified and then after taking hold of her courage she walked straight for the half standing man. He was still wearing his usual green tank top. His blue jeans were soaked through and his disheveled hair was streaming off rain drops. As she walked over to him he took a better grip on his gun. She knew she was playing his game but it never frightened her any less inside. "If you were going to kill me you would have done it years ago when I first saw your face." She said with a heart felt sigh as he slowly lowered the gun.
"Heero.." The look in his eyes as she drew near him was one of total loss. "Ririna..." He tried to take a step closer to her and failed. His body started to drop to the floor. She managed to catch him before he fell completly and the gun skidded away on the polished oak floor. He was a little lighter than before. She noticed as she tried to pick him up and carry him to the bed. "Your freezing!" She said as she touched his face while trying to drag him ontop of the bed. His eyes were closed now out of utter exhaustion or something else she couldn't tell.
She went over and closed the balcony windows before coming back and starting to take off his shirt. "If you keep these on your going to be worse off than you already are." She said pausing for a moment after pulling his tank top over his head. She had never seen him without a shirt on before. His tone chest was scared with a several scars that she had never imagined one person could have. After tossing the shirt aside and then blushing for a moment she managed to take off his jeans. They were nearly stuck to him, but she dragged them off of him. Her heart was beating faster than it seemed it ever had. "I imagined this a thousand times, but never like this." She said aloud catching herself after she said it. "Riri..na" he said softly as if in a daze.
After thinking about it for a moment her face blushed a hot red as she pulled off his underware while trying not to look. She covered him up with her blankets and ran over to put his clothes somewhere they could dry. All the while thinking. "What am I going to do..." Some of her day dreams all suddenly came back to her with sparkling reality. But, she pushed them away. "This isn't the right time." She said to herself as she walked over to the bed again. After touching his forehead again she realized that he was still cold to the touch.
"Your going into shock because of hypothermia. Damn....I guess there's nothing else I can do.." She thought of trying to call for the estates doctor, but realizing that they would only be able to keep him there for long enough for him to awaken. He'd be gone after that. As soon as he would wake up he would leave as fast as he could.
"No..he'd just hurt himself worse." She thought. As she realized what she had to do she became determined. She took off her stiff jacket and undid her cuffs around her dress shirt. After unbuttoning the shirt and letting it slid to the floor she undid her white slacks and let them fall as well. Standing there wearing nothing but her white lingirie she slid under the sheets with Heero. With her heart pounding she moved up next to him. "Coooold." She shivered between clinched teeth. She knew she had to raise his body temperature by giving him her body heat. She moved closer to him until their skin was touching, and pressed her body against him.
"Warmth....Heero hold me.." Not really knowing what was going on he put his arms around her. All he could tell was that something warm and wonderfully soft had come close to him. Visions of Ririna came to his mind, as he saw her holding him at the end of Mary Maya's coup de ta. Then he started imagining all those times she looked at him, and those pains of emotion kept trying to come to the surface. "Why does she want to be close to me??..I don't want anything close to me..it always gets destroyed..if I touch it, it has to die.." Half of what he said was aloud and half was as if in a dream. Ririna realized he was delusional right then...but something seemed like he really believed it.
Heero started to come back to consciousness. His body was beginning to warm up as Ririna kept trying to rub his muscles back to life. His vision started to focus in the darkness. Ririna looked up at Heero after what seemed to be an eternity. Thoughts of his death started to appear in her mind, and with it all of the emotions she had pent up after so many years of pretending. "Heero..don't die..don't die on me..." the tears were threatening to pour down her face. "I haven't told you anything yet.." she breathed out as she looked into his eyes. Heero finally came back into reality. "Ririna?" He said slowly.
"Heero..." Ririna choked for a moment and then pulled her tears back in. She'd be damned if he'd see those tears. She had to be strong now, unlike the girl when they met.
To her suprise as she looked into Heero's eyes expecting to see the cold distance she always saw she could see his loneliness. After a moment that seemed a year Ririna was shocked to see a tear stream down Heero's cheek.
"I'm..sorry Ririna."
"Wha.."
"I..I can't keep being alone..I need you.."
It was as if her heart opened up like an explosion. All of the emotions that she had held back for so long were there. Everything she had wished for, all that she had ever wanted. All that she had ever wanted from him. It was there, it wasn't a dream. "Heero...I need you too...I love you." Heero was silent for a moment and then he told her everything, right there, right then. About his past. The training, the emotionless training, the perfect machine soldier that they made him into. The little girl he killed, and her little dog. The pain that shut his heart forever as he picked up the teddy bear that she carried with her.
Ririna layed next to him through everything he said. As he spoke she just held him to her, telling him to let it out, and then when he finally seemed finished she whispered softly for him to stop. He held her tightly too him. "Everything I touch is destroyed, everything I get close too. I can't bear to loose you...your all I have." He whispered.
"It's going to be ok love. Everything is going to be ok. You did it Heero, you defeated Mary Maya, there's no more war, no more Gundams. You don't need to keep fighting. You don't have to be alone anymore." She said softly onto his chest. He held her more tightly. It took some time before their eyes cleared of the tears. It was then that Heero noticed that Ririna's body had matured. It was hard not to notice as she was pressed against him. His temperature rose as he felt odd lying next to her. Ririna started to notice his reaction, and was enjoying it.
She decided to tease him some more. She moved her arm slowly over his stomach to his chest while moving her mouth closer to his. A wave of heat and pleasure washed over Heero as she moved her mouth tantalizingly closer. He couldnt' resist the temptation and suprising himself and her he moved to kiss her. Their mouths met and they started to kiss passionatly. Neither of them knew exactly what they were doing but they couldn't deny it anymore. As they kissed softly at first and then more urgently their tounges started sliding together. Exploring each other and trying to make the other one feel the same pleasure they were feeling.
Ririna moved her leg ontop of Heero to get closer to him. It was then that she noticed he was really excited. She couldn't help but feel how gorged his penis was. As she moved he moved as well, his hands and hers started wraping around each other. Moving together seeking something that niether understood. Heero's started to move his hands around her breasts. He cupped them in his hands and started to carress them. Ririna let out a moan of pleasure as he continued to massage her breasts. She could feel herself getting wet. They both broke of off kissing each other for a moment as each breathed for air. Heero moved his body closer to sitting up with her next to him. She could feel how hard he was as it pressed against her leg.
He started to kiss the nape of her neck as he gently carressed her breasts. The tingling in her body was exquisite, it seemed like all of her nerves were on end. Her bra was getting in the way Heero wanted it off. Anything so that he could feel her soft flesh. Heero reached behind her and fumbled with her bra clasp. After a frustrating few seconds he managed to unclasp it. He never realized that she was so beautiful. Her hair flowed down her body like a stream, her skin was perfect, so smooth so soft. As he started at her body she was becoming even more turned on by seeing his. She had always imagined seeing his rippling chest and strong arms carressing her.
Heero started back to kissing her body as one of his hands started moving slowly toward her crotch. Ririna's body was on fire. His hand reached her soaked panties and he pushed his hand inside. He ran his hand gently over her mound and then he found her clit and lightly touched it. Ririna's body exploded it felt like a gigantic wave of pure pleasure shook her body. She started to moan loader as he moved his fingers around her clit. He had moved around beside her and started to lay her down on the bed.
She pulled her soaked panties off of her as Heero started to move his tounge around her already taught nipples. While he did this his fingers were still driving Ririna mad by slipping wetly over her most sensitive part. She couldn't take much more. It felt like she was going to die of pleasure, but she knew how to pleasure him as well. She reached down his body and moved her fingers over his cock. She lightly slid her fingers over it as Heero moaned. He couldn't resist that feeling, she could tell. She moved her body around until Heero lay underneath her with his back on the bed. She moved her lips around his neck and kissed him again. She started kissing lower and lower on his body until his hard member was right infront of her.
Ririna lightly caressed it and stroked it up and down lightly. Heero's body was on end with the pleasure. It was all consuming, everything from his mind vanished as his body cried out for more. She slowly took her tounge and licked his cock from the base to the top. She was suprised it was so big, it had to be at least seven inches long. He moaned loadly as she licked the sensitive triangle right before the tip. Heero felt himself start to loose control but gained it back quickly again as he reached over and pulled Ririna's legs toward him. She stratled his face as she started to put the tip of his cock in her mouth. He reached up and used his touge to taste her. Ririna felt his tounge move around her clit slowly and then faster. She was so wet she could feel it running down her thigh. She couldn't stop from moaning even loader.
She then moved her head down on his cock, pushing it into her mouth while avoiding touching it with her teeth. She pushed it deep into her mouth and she could hear him moaning as well. She started to move her head up and down slowly while keeping him within her mouth but not choking on him. Heero couldn't understand what his body was doing, it was all he could do from reaching out and pulling her head further down onto his cock. The waves of heat were starting to move his hips up to her mouth. But all the while he kept tasting her, tantalizing her with his tounge. He licked around her love box and then slowly put his tounge inside her for a second. Ririna had to take him out of her mouth just so she could moan. She could feel her body's motions and craved more. If she didn't get release soon she was going to go insane.
They both moved until Ririna was underneath Heero. He reached down and kissed her as he moved his body down until his ridged cock was touching her opening. Heero stopped for a second and looked at how beautiful she was.
He looked at her eyes and she nodded ok to him. He pushed his hips forward and entered her. He pushed into her a little bit before she felt like her body was tearing apart. She cried out in pain as he pushed his cock all the way inside her. A tear rolled down her cheek before he kissed it away. The pain was there still but as he started to move himself within her the pain faded away slowly. She could feel his cock slid into and out of her. The same waves of pleasure started to come back to her as he gradually slid all of his manhood into her.
Their bodies were intertwined as Heero's hands reached her sides to help control their movements. He circled his hips and his cock moved slowly inside of her. She moaned again as the pleasure was building between them. Heero couldn't believe how tight and warm she was. Her body was so soft and tight it was all he could do from cumming into her as soon he pushed into her the second time. He took control of himself and forced back his body's climax for a moment. He had to stop for a moment to control himself. All the while Ririna was moaning in pleasure as he pushed into her. His cock was sliding into her with ease now, her juices and him gliding together faster and faster. It was like heaven as both of them were moaning loader and loader.
Soon they both surrendered to thier passions and lost all control. They had to have more and more. As they both pushed their bodies to thier limits. Heero picked up Ririna and pulled her ontop of him. As she stradled his cock it went farther into her and she cried out in pleasure. She started to ride him by putting her hands on his chest and using her legs to push herself along his cock. Heero reached up and put his hands on her breasts and molded them with his hands again. As both of them started moving faster and their movements more needing. He moved his hands down to her hips and pulled her down to him as the both pumped their bodies together. Heero finally couldn't take anymore. His muscles all became taught as his body began to build up for his climax. Ririna was on the verge of heaven and felt like she was going to fall off when her body was rocked by a huge wave of pleasure that seemed to spring up from the depths of her body. Wave upon wave of pleasure flew through her body. Heero's body started to go into throws of motion as he felt himself climax in an all consuming burst of power, as he came deep inside Ririna.
The two of them thier bodies exahusted fell in a heap together. They pulled the blankets up around them as them pulled each other closer and fell into a deep sleep.
Ririna awoke the next morning. There was this terrible nagging that was with her that she couldn't seem to make go away. It was a fear of being alone or realizing that everything that happend last night had been a dream. She had a horrible feeling she was going to wake up alone. But, as she opened her eyes fearing the worst what she saw there was a sleeping and very sated Heero. Her happyness was finally there. She could live again, and have a life worth meaning and so could he. They were complete. Heero opened his eyes to see Ririna staring at him.
"Ai shite ru" He said to her smiling.
"Kotira Koso" she replied, and then they both laughed for a moment and held one another solidly.
"Beeeeep Beeep"
"Who could be calling at this hour." Ririna said as she wrapped herself in a blanket and walked over to the telecome again. As the screen flickered on she could see the unmistakeable grin of the ever lovable Duo Maxwell. She grined at him evily and said.
"And to what do we owe the pleasure of your call Shinigami."
"Oh ho! I heard a "WE" in there." Duo smiled and Hereide nearly facefaulted in the background. "No way, she found him!" Heriede said unbelievingly. Ririna suddenly realized that she was wrapped in a blanket as Duo seemed to grin even larger, if that was possible.
"I think (we) did a little more than find him." Duo said as he bust out laughing. Hereide had a look of utter shock, as Duo recovered his composure and said. "Well then I won't be worrying about you two anymore."
"Yes were, fine thank you Duo." Ririna said, and then thought for a moment. "Wait a second how did you know to call right now? I mean no one not even me was expecting to find Heero. Why did you call?" She asked bluntly, afraid that something was up in Duo's crafty little mind.
"Wellllll...I happen to have this nice video tape I just happened upon." He said with a wink. At this point Heero has walked over to the telecom with a blanket on as well. Ririna's mind was in a panic as she looked around the room. And to her comfirm her fears she looked out onto the balcony where one of the security cameras was pointed into her bedroom. "Normally it would be pointing out onto the balcony but when Heero came in it must have turned the wrong way." Ririna thought in a rage.
"Damn you Duo! Give me that tape!! Right now!!" She screamed at the monitor. As it dawned on Heero what was going on, Duo just started busting out in gut wrenching laughter. "Hereide please get that tape for me!!" Ririna pleaded. "Nope this one's a keeper." Duo said as he started to flick off the monitor screen, but right before he could the video went out on it's own.
"Wheeeeepish!!!" A loud noise came from the telecom from over the line.
"Duo....Omae wa Korosu." Hereide's voice rang out.
"No..stop..ow!! I'll give it back I promisseee...oww.." as another whip sound came out of the speakers.
Ririna just put her head down and sighed. "I always thought those two were into bondage." Heero said as he put his hand on his face in a rather (doh) like fashion.