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Relena sat at her chair. She stared at the large window in which the sunlight gloated through it.

She knew days had passed and friends visited her. But she didn’t care anymore. Her guilt was eating her. She knew Heero visited her a couple of times, but ignored him. He would come and say beautiful words into her ears and then he would apologize, but it was too late. She had crossed the line of sanity.

She turned to look at a picture frame on her rebuilt wardrobe. There in the picture she saw everyone she ever cared for during the war. She saw Millardo and Noin smiling at the cameraman. She felt the tears begin to spur. She threw the picture across the room.

Breaking stuff again? The voice asked.

They’re gone. It said.

I miss them. It said.

There was a knock at that door. She turned to see Trowa standing there looking at her with sad filled eyes.

"Trowa?" Relena said.

"Hello Relena." He said in return

He walked up to her and gave her a hug. It had been so long since he had given her a hug. So long.

"I missed you." He said.

"Is he watching?" She asked.

"Yes." He answered.

He’s always watching. The voice said.

Trowa noticed the broken picture frame from across the room.

"You miss them." He said not asked

"Yes." She answered.

"I’ll take care of you." He suddenly said.

"Relena" he said while she began to walk away.

He doesn’t love me. The voice whispered.

He pities me. It said again.

"Go away." She said raising her voice.

"What?" he asked confused.

"Leave"

He moved in closer to her.

"Don’t!" She yelled

"Get away from me!" She screamed.

Relena began to cry and throw objects at him.

"Leave me alone!"

"I won’t leave you." He said softly.

Relena fell to her knees.

"Why?" she asked.

Trowa kneeled down with her and took her in his arms and gently rocked her back and forth.

"Because I’m in love with you." He gently whispered in her ear.

"I’m sorry." She whimpered.

"Why should you be?" he asked.

"I’m not well." She said, her crying calming down.

"I don’t care. I’ll always be with you no matter what." He said. Still rocking her back and forth.

"Trowa"

And she let him rocked her.

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A room close by with TV monitors

Heero watched as Trowa gently rocked Relena back and forth. His fists clenched at the sight of it.

Trowa had confessed his feelings for Relena. He had been there for her when he wasn’t there. And he was the one that pushed Trowa into protecting Relena for him. What a fool he was.

He knew Relena was going through mental problems. He couldn’t stand watching the woman he love go insane. Whatever was causing her breakdowns nobody knew and so they had concluded that there was no cure. Relena was suffering and he needed to be there. He would now do anything in his power to win Relena’s trust and hope back. She needed to know that he would from now on be there for her.

"Relena." He whispered to himself.

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Elsewhere on an unknown hidden base

A man stood watching the stars from the colony that he called his home. His only home left.

Suddenly a man came in the room. His uniform displaying a fire symbol on his suit.

"Sir, we found the location of Relena Peacecraft." A man in the uniform said.

"Very well." The man responded. The man that only Relena would recognized as the devil himself. The soldier left him alone in his room.

All his years of planning and perfecting his drug were at its point.

He hated the Gundam Pilots. They had destroyed everything he ever loved and cherished. They were responsible for killing them. His wife and his son. Both dead because the Gundam Pilots had attack the base on the moon where some soldier’s families’ lived at. He was away, fighting the war against Oz. That’s when the Gundam Pilots escaped from their cursed cages and attack the base along with Romerfellow. Since then he had vowed to destroy and kill the Gundam Pilots. Starting with their precious princess. The one that all the Gundam Pilots cared for and respected. The one they would die and kill for. Relena Peacecraft.

He specially made that drug just for her. There was no cure and there never would be. She would suffer for the rest of her life. Only one shot and it was forever. She would suffer in peace first. And then when the drug seemed to be fading away, it would destroy her and she would lose all hope, causing her to fully become insane over her grief.

They had destroyed his previous plan when the he had attack Relena at the circus, they had shown up and he had been injured as well. But now he would finally complete it this time.The man smiled at his plan. It was almost time for the final blowout. They would all come to fear him. They would all suffer just like his family did. They would know the feeling of losing someone so special and important just like he felt and still felt.

He took a small wallet size picture out of his wallet. There he looked at his wife and 7 year old son. They were smiling. Their eyes gleamed with joy with not a worry in the world. He felt the tears starting to spurt from his eyes. He looked out into space and clenched his fists until blood came trilling down and hitting the floor. Then he gave up and began to sob like he did when he found their bodies mangled together clutching for what it seem their last breath of life.

To be continue.