Disclaimer:  Do I really have to put this up all the time?  *a Duo sigh* Ok, Bladdy bla I don't own anything, sadly.  The only thing I own is the story.  No profit what-so-ever is being made off  any of my stories.  (But whoever DOES own gundam wing, please put it back on tv!!!  **pouts** )  Ok, now for the story. 

 

Ok also ( ) = Author note  purple is Relena talking and the rest of the story in general. Navy is Heero talking.  I thought I'd do that to help you understand who's talking.  Now on with the story!!!

 

 

Ch.4 A Meaningful Conversation

 

    "Go on, Heero.  I don't think anyone will be interrupting us any time soon."  Relena said wryly. 

 

    "No, they won't.  While you were "freshening up", I killed the camera to an extent.  It will show us sleeping for another hour, then it will click back to us, actually awake."  Heero smirked.  He was going to tell Relena everything.  He smirked because of the situation they were in.   ' What a way to tell her.' Heero thought sarcastically.  ' Here goes nothing!' His mind encouraged.

 

    "Relena, have I ever hurt you?  Because if I have, I wasn't smart or strong.  I was a coward.  You've always been able to stand up to what you believe in.  I stand up for what my superiors believe in.  You're stronger than I am in so many ways, I cannot begin to tell you.  I've watched you, over the years.  When any thing goes wrong, or something takes an awful turn, you pulled it through.  Made it stronger again.  Just like you.  When you crumble, I watched you become strong and push it all away. 

    But with me, when I think I'll be ok, I will fail and I will fall to my fate, because I was weak.  After I fall, I need you there to help me up.  If the next challenge I take on is risky, I need you to tell me I'm crazy, and then be able to let me go.  A risk is worth taking if it is a good one..."

 

    "Not if you die in the process, Heero."  Relena pounced on the word die.  Heero looked at her questioning with his eyes, if he could continue. Relena nodded and Heero started up again.

 

    "If I fall again, after the risky mission I took, I need you to yell at me and set me in place.  Make me feel dumb for my foolishness.  Then I need you to remind me what this life is for.  I need you to do all this because.....  Because I love you."  Heero finished.  Determination blazing in his fiery eyes.

 

    Relena was speechless.  Heero spoke so many words with a broken, lost, empty heart. ' Not empty now.' Relena thought.  ' She continued to think, however.  Heero had also spoke with such passion, truth, love, and devotion and now she has started to tear up.  She wouldn't cry, because the one she loved just told her she was not only strong, but stronger than he.

 

    "Heero, time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along.  And this world of time has rolled you along too much.  It makes you crazy and on edge.  I want to take you away from everything that makes you crazy. 

    I will let you go on your risky missions.  You know I'll worry, protest, and lecture you when you return, no matter what.  And if you do indeed fall, I'll be there to pick you up and tell you, as I will now, that no matter what..."  she paused.  She had almost started crying when she said, "...No matter what, Heero, I'll always love you."  She finished with more confidence evidently showing in her voice and on her face. 

 

    "No.  No!  How can you love someone so cold, and heartless as I am?  Someone with no control at all?  Why would anyone love me?  I'm sorry I got you into this mess.  I'll get you out, I promise.  And getting you out means getting away from me."  Heero turned and was about to fiddle with the camera again, when Relena grabbed him by the arm and spun him around toy face her.

 

    "But I do love you!  Are you really so weak that all you can do is promise things?  Heero, you're not heartless and cold.  You have more control than I could ever know.  You were strong!  You told me you heart and soul.  You told me you loved me. 

     If you think I cannot love someone such as you, you're wrong!  One of these days, Heero, you'll realize I love you faithfully.  Heero you're like a miracle that dries my tears even though you were borne into a tragedy.  Even though someone should be drying your tears."

 

    "You deserve something more than me.  My hands are stained with the blood of innocence.  I'll be..." 

 

    "I believe you can change.  And I believe in you, Heero.  Let me ask you something.  Do you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean?"

 

    "Yes."  Heero answered, confused.

 

    "Then give hope, your destiny, and faith a fighting chance.  My heart was broken after you left.  it still was until you came back.  That's a long time.  But..."  Relena was shocked to silence as Heero bent and kissed her.  They were lost in the moment, but the moment ended a little too quickly for either's liking.

 

    "Like I said, my heart was broken but you came back.  You can heal hearts, because Heero, you healed mine."  Relena whispered.

 

    Heero bent to kiss her again, but this time Heero pulled back and looked away.  Relena hated the fact that it was cut short again.

    "Heero?"

 

    "Relena, this isn't right.  Our lips are like a sin.  They never should have met, yet they should never part.  I...I..."  For once in his hard life, Heero was speechless.     (AN~ For once?  What am I talking about?  He never talks!! Oh well.  ^_^)

 

    Relena's eyes were glazed over and tears were streaming down her porcelain face.

    Heero, on the other hand, was starting to think he just Relena with his truthfulness.  He panicked and tried to say something 'smart'.  For he was new at this thing they call love.

    "Relena, everything about you makes me feel special that I know you.  Your beautiful.  Your smart, your strong, and have a mind of your own. You don't take crap from anyone.  But for some odd reason, you put up with me.  (AWE!  How cute is he?^_^) And your eyes... They're intriguing.  The are like the pearls of the deep blue sea.  Your eyes drew me to you.  Your kindness towards me when I held a gun to your head..."  He was "shut-up" when Relena asked,

    "I never thought I'd ask you this, but don't you ever shut-up?" She smiled and he smirked.  "Heero, I want to be with you; us:together, forever, and most importantly, Always.  Heero, I love you." Relena gave in to her healing heart and started to cry.

 

    Heero stared at her, disbelief painted into his tightened features.  He looked into her puffy azure orbs that held life and took her into a hug.

    They stayed like that until they heard a click.  The camera had changed back, and a guard had burst open the door.  He barked orders, "Follow me!  Commander Allen will see you now!"

 

 

Author's Note:  Ok!  So how was that?  I know it was short, but I'm workin on it! So was it sappy?  A little sappy? Not sapp at all?  Does it need to be sappy?  Was it sweet?  ~Don't you just wish you could meet a guy like Heero, then have him fall in love with you?  I DO!!!  LOL ^_^  I am weird. Uhm, never mind. OK!  Well what did ya think?  Corny or good or what?  TELL ME!  E-mail me ALL your thoughts.  If you have suggestions, gimme those too!  Bye for now! ~L.A.~