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Heero stared at his laptop while searching information regarding Relena the past few years.

Starting with the incident that scarred Relena forever. That fateful day that had changed her life forever. After that day she was never the same.

--------------Flashback--------------

Heero watched as Relena twirled around in her gown. She had been invited to a ball and she seemed thrill to be going.

"Mother is to meet me there. It has been awhile since I last saw her." She said while looking at herself once more.

Heero saw her looking at him in the mirror.

"I know you’re upset with me for accepting that invitation. But I just couldn’t deny while knowing my mother would be there. Now could I?"

Heero remained silent.

Then Relena walked up to Heero and kissed him sweetly on his lips.

"Don’t worry. I just miss my mother. Once I get to talk to her we’ll leave."

"We should go then." Heero responsed.

And so they left.

The ball was elegant and glamorous. He could see Relena chatting with her mother across the room.

She looked happy which made him happy. They had been together for a year now and it seemed like a short time for him. Of course he disappeared for four years before appearing to her in her home. But she accepted him and he was whole again.

Then Heero saw something in the corner of his eye. He saw a shadow move behind him and turn to look at the figure.

Suddenly an explosion blinded and rocked the room.

Heero turned to see the other side of the room gone. The open night sky glaring down at them.

He didn’t see Relena. His heart felt heavy. When he finally saw her laying a few feet where she originally stood. He ran towards her.

She was still alive and awake. But she was injured and needed medical attention. Her eyes

"Heero, find my mother please. You must find her." Relena gasped. Her eyes were shut as if the site of everything hurt her.

Heero didn’t listen to her. Instead he carried her outside but once outside the rest of the place blew up.

"Heero! My mother! Mother!" Relena screamed.

She began to cry and that’s when he noticed the blood in her tears.

"Mother!" Relena kept wailing until she lost consciousness.

Later that night Heero entered her hospital room.

He had already heard the doctor speaking with Zechs and knew of the tragedy that would ever scar Relena for life.

She was sitting on the bed, her head silently down. She didn’t move as he walked towards her bed.

"I presume you heard already, Heero?" Relena asked.

"Yes"

"Permanently blind the doctors say. Heh." Relena said bitterly.

"I’m sorry."

Relena chuckled.

"You should be." She said.

Heero’s body harden.

"You left my mother to die. She was still in there. She’s dead!" Relena screamed.

"Relena.." Heero began.

"I should have died with her. I was right there. Right there. It’s not fair." She babbled.

"Relena, I…"

"Get out!" She yelled.

"What?"

"I don’t want to see you….." She stopped and began to laugh.

"That’s just it. I won’t be able to see again. I’m blind!" She said while laughing.

Heero starred at her. He had never seen her that way before.

"It doesn’t matter. I don’t want you in my life again. Just leave me alone." She yelled.

Heero remained standing there.

"Get out! Leave! I hate you!" She screamed.

He would follow her wishes. If she didn’t want him in her life anymore then he would obey because he loved her too much.

"Goodbye Relena" he said and left her alone in her dark black world.

--------------End of flashback-----------------------

After that day, Relena resigned her Vice Foreign Minister position. She disappeared from the public’s view. She only kept in contact with few people. That all started nearly a decade ago.

"I shouldn’t have left you Relena. Even if you told me too. I shouldn’t have left." He yelled at the screen.

Suddenly the vidphone rang. Then Trowa’s face appeared.

"Heero, we have information regarding Relena’s disappearance."

"What’s new about it?" Heero asked coldly.

"She made no contact whatsoever for ten months. Not even Pagan or her servants. Pagan said that Millardo ordered him not to worry that he would take care of Relena."

"Have you asked Noin about this?" Heero asked.

"We haven’t asked her yet. We just found out. We’ll wait for you at the Preventer’s headquarters." With that Trowa disppeared from the vidphone.

"So you know Zechs?! But why did you remain silent about it?" He asked himself as he left his apartment building.