(: Author’s note: Didn’t know I would get this out so slow, I have a lot of things to do today, I don’t know why people write this but I will too, I don’t own Gundam Wing. I got it out for the people wanted me too, thanks for the nice reviews, but you might hate me after this chapter, I hope not, Yes I’m the one that reviews everyone’s stories. ENJOY:)

"I want to live"

Chapter 2

Later that Evening:

Relena was dressed in a long, gold dress, that had tight spaghetti straps, it was tight all from her chest to her waist to show her curves, then it flowed out to her feet, she was wearing gold shoes and long gold gloves that went up to her elbow. She had slight makeup (cover girl:), which covered most of the redness under her eyes from crying. She had a faint smile for her beauty, which quickly turned into a frown when she remembered what she had planned on doing. ‘Heero, I hope I see you today.’

Heero wore a tux that made him look too handsome, when a lady saw him trying it on; she started to hit on him. He would be working outside to make sure no body came in that tried to assassinate anyone inside. There were only the gundam pilots, their dates, Milliardo, and his wife, Lucrezia. He sighed and walked in to tell Milliardo, he was there for guard duty.

Noin knocked and then walked into Relena’s room, she gasped when she saw Relena.

"Relena you look beautiful."

"So do you Lucrezia." Relena said as she turned and slightly smiled.

"Are you ready, your guests are here." Lucrezia said smiling at her sister in law.

"I’ll be there in a second."Relena said. Lucrezia walked out and closed the door; Relena sighed and looked back into the mirror. ‘I hope this works’ she thought.

Heero talked to Milliardo, when he was done, he walked to his post, but ran into Duo, was with his fiancée, Hilde.

"Hello Buddy." Duo said with a big grin on his face.

Heero sighed, "Hello Duo, Hello Hilde."

Hilde smiled, "Heero, I never thought you would remember me."

"Hilde, Heero isn't forgetful, besides he doesn't have that many friends to remember." Duo said whose smile was slightly fading when he saw Hilde turn with a frown on her face.

"Well Duo, that wasn't very nice, besides can't you keep your mouth shut once in a while." Hilde said. They started arguing about things not even on the subject, Heero stood there for a second frowning, then slightly smiling while realizing what good friends he had. He walked away and stood at his post that was at a door, where he was sure he could see Relena but she wouldn't see him, his only love. He didn't really see her, only on special occasions. He saw her appear on the top of the staircase, she looked beautiful.

Relena didn't see him anywhere, which got her mad, she had to go through with her plan. She sighed and talked loud enough for everyone to hear her.

"I will not come down for my party, all I want is for Heero to come to my room and talk, or I'll commit suicide!" She ran to her room, while everyone stood there shocked. Especially Heero, his princess commit suicide.

Milliardo went up the stairs to find a note that said Heero must come before 10:00, it was 8:00 right then.

He had to find Heero and tell him to see Relena, before he had to kill him.

Relena was on her balcony, waiting for Heero to come or else she would jump off, it was 9:50. It was a beautiful night to die; the breeze blew her hair gracefully. She closed her eyes, she shuddered as she heard the door open then close, and she opened her eyes.

"Relena, what do you want?" It was Heero, the voice she wanted to hear, and she smiled. She turned to see him standing there, looking at her with the same glare that made people shake. She walked over to him slowly, looking him over, she thought she wouldn't be able to contain herself with the tux he was wearing. His hair was the same, he had the same beautiful eyes, but he matured. His body was well toned, but he still looked kind of skinny, like he didn't eat much, or maybe it was he was taller. She looked at his lips and smiled, because she had a feeling of what she wanted to do with them. She saw his eyes looking down her body, too.

Heero looked at her slowly, as she walked towards him, she was fully matured. She had the right curves, she was skinny, and it looked like she was eating healthy, but didn't get much sleep.

When she stopped in front of his face, she still had a smile on her face, she hugged him with her arms around his neck and her face on his, cheek to cheek, she whispered in his ear.

"You like what you see?" She went back to look at his face, with her arms still around his neck, and her hands playing with the back strands of his hair.

Heero liked this feeling, but knew it wasn't right. He pulled her gently away from him and said'

"Relena if you don't need anything, I have to go." She looked at him confused, then angry.

"You're not leaving, Heero!" Relena screamed. She needed to kiss him; she couldn't wait; besides she was angry. She pushed him against the door, closed her eyes and pressed her lips hard against his. She put her arms around his neck not wanting to let go.

Heero felt her lips go against his, he was surprised, he didn't know how to kiss, and this isn't how he wanted his first kiss to be. It had anger and need, he wanted his first to be with love and passion. It was only coming from her, he didn't accept the kiss, and she was forcing it on him. She let go breathing slightly hard.

When she saw his mouth open to breath, she laid her lips on his again, this time sticking her tongue in his mouth, playing with it when she found it. She realized he wasn't kissing back, but didn't care this was something she needed, it wasn't for him.

Heero felt her tongue in his mouth and almost fainted, but stayed calm. She was taking advantage of him, it wasn't fair, he was being used like a toy.

She broke free of the kiss and said, "I hate you." She took her arms from around his neck, turned around, and crossed her arms.

"Heero, I hate you! Get out of my room, I won't kill myself, Leave."

He stood their looking at her in shock, as he felt a sharp pain hit him like he just got shot in the heart. She played with him and now she hated him. He ran out of the room, down the stairs and out the door, he hated her too.

Relena turned around she couldn't believe what she had done, tears started in her eyes. She told the one she loved that she hated him, she kicked him out of her life. She ran to her bed and cried very loudly on her pillow, this was definitely not what she planned on.

Author's Notes: Uh oh, please don't hate Relena or myself, it's not over. I have so many ideas, I was up from 9:00 to 10:54p.m writing the outline for this chapter then at my party I typed it, I do it all the fans, if I have any. Believe me I made this different if it is like someone else's story, I'm sorry I didn't read all that fanfiction in the world so I have no idea if I did. Please review me and tell me if I should continue I have a great idea for the next chapter. Oh yeah I'm having Internet problems so I don't know if I'll get the next chapter out, it's really getting me mad. Preview of Next Chapter: "I'm sorry Heero." Relena said.