Disclaimer:
I own nothing!!! HAHA!! I said it!!! I don't own Gundam Wing, I don't own
"Outerspace" they belong to Sotsu/Sunrise and Evan and Jaron/Sony,
respectively. I don't own the owners, either. I wish I did, then I'd be one
happy little fan fictress, but anyway...Yes, it's another song fic from me, to
you. Send feedback if possible.
Warning:
This features a shameless self-insert by the author and medium level
violence(SOMEBODY'S gonna kick some butt, and it's about time!) plus a few
swear words. And also, I originally intended this as a lemony prequel to
"Hang" but unfortunately, it didn't turn out that way, and so
unfortunately, it makes little to no sense. Forgive me, great fan fic gods, but
the "Hang" prequel is in
the works.
Outerspace
By Desi
Sky
It's
lonely here in outerspace
The
nearest stars are miles away
But I believe I'm on to something big
"Ouch!
Damnit, Heero!" Duo yelled at Heero's back. The words just bouncing off
the pilots thick flesh, just as Duo's fists would if he hit him. Duo heard the
tears coming from the balcony Heero had just left, "Where the hell do you
think you're going?" he called after him.
"Outerspace."
was Heero's only reply.
"Outerspace?
You just broke her heart in there!" Duo shouted back, in response, Heero
just shrugged.
I've
only come to not be found
To
circle high above the ground
And
watch everyone else for a change
"Miss
Relena, are you ok?" the pretty young student asked her, Relena looked up
from her tears and looked at the young girl, Desi her name was.
"I'll
be fine, Desi. I just...I just need some time, that's all." Relena choked
out between sobs, "I'll be just fine."
"Do
you want to talk about it?" Desi responded, Relena didn't know her well
enough to really take her up on the offer, but she just had to tell somebody,
as Desi sat down, Relena buried her face in the other girls shoulder and
started sobbing, "It's just not fair...it's not. Why does he have to leave
again?"
Don't
you ever wish you'd never
Don't
you wonder if your face might shine
Without
the pies of lies
Heero
started to walk away again, but Duo wouldn't take it. Not this time, Heero. Duo thought as he spun his friend around and
punched him in the jaw. Anyone else might have been sent flying by the hit,
Heero was barely stunned. But it didn't take him long to lash back out at his
friend. The two men were beating the living hell out of eachother. For Duo, it
was a chance to beat out some of the anger and hurt that his friend had left
him with, his vengeance for all the, I'm
sorry Relena's... He beat them all out of Heero, he beat him until he felt
that his emotional stress had been avenged, even though Heero still beat him
bloody with his own issues. But even then as Heero walked away from him, Duo
knew that he couldn't let Heero leave this time...
To all
the girls who wish to be
Immortalized
in fantasy
I wrote
this song for you and not for me
"Why
does he have to leave, Desi? Why? What did I ever do to deserve this
again?" Relena sobbed out, releasing her pain and her heartache into the
other girl. "Shhhhh...it'll be ok Miss Relena...he just needs space, I'm
sure that's all." Desi crooned into her ear,
"But
why? Why can't he just stay? Why? Why can't he just be happy here?" Relena
continued sobbing,
"Maybe
he's just not built that way, Miss Relena. Maybe he fights out of love for
you?" Desi said gently, "but at least he said goodbye this
time." she added,
"But
I'm just so lonely without him, like I'm not complete."
I'm the
senator of a lonely state
Too far
gone I've sealed my fate
I'm so
tired of being blown out with the cause
"Not
this time, Heero." Duo whispered to himself before jumping up and tackling
his friend to the ground. The two men scuffled for a few more minutes, Duo
landing a few well placed blows to his friend, and vice versa. A few years ago,
when they were 15, Duo would have been no match for Heero. But this time was
different, he'd grown up, and without the stresses of war, Heero had grown a
little less powerful. They both ended up sprawled out on the floor of the
hallway. "You coward." Duo threw at his friend,
"What
are you talking about?" Heero asked, his eyes narrowing into his typical
death glare.
"You're
leaving...because you're scared." Duo replied. "I know you are, don't
bother lying to me. I've known you since we were young."
"I'm
not scared." Heero stated.
"I
think you are." Duo shot back, "I think you're terrified."
Heero
didn't reply.
Don't
you ever wish you'd met her
Don't
you wonder if your face might shine
Without
the pies of lies
"Be
strong, Miss Relena." Desi said gently, "It won't do anyone any good
to see you so hurt, and it might get him killed."
"I
suppose you're right." Relena responded, dabbing her eyes lightly, getting
rid of the last few traces of tears that haunted them. "I'll be strong,
just to show him that he can't destroy me."
"That's
the spirit." Desi replied, "you're to good for him, really."
"What
do you mean?" Relena asked, intrigued.
"Well,
you're beautiful, you're a pacifist, you're the Vice Foreign Minister, you're
the former queen of the world, you're perfect. He's just a Gundam pilot. It
would be political suicide for you to have anything to do with him." Desi
said sweetly, stating the facts.
"No,
you can't be right. He's...everything." Relena said, standing up and
walking towards the door.
I've
arrived I'm doing well
Heero
and Duo stood up, glaring at eachother, "Heero, I..." Duo began...
Quite a
view from the top
Relena
and Desi walked out into the hallway, their eyes met the bloodied pair in front
of them.
Though
it is cold as hell
The
gasps of the two girls quickly caught the attention of both Heero and Duo, who
simultaneously turned to look at them.
I've
arrived
Relena's
eyes met Heero's and they locked eyes for just a moment, but it seemed like an
eternity,
And it's
hard to tell
"Hello,
Heero." Relena said, her voice carrying a power and authority that
betrayed her heartache.
The
bright lights from the starlights
"Relena, I..."
Heero began, looking around at Desi and Duo before continuing,
"I'm..."
And the canyons from the hills
"Yes, Heero?"
Relena pressed, before Heero turned finally finished his sentance...
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Bwahaha!! A
cliffhanger!! Ok, so I've gone off the deepend. I've just always wanted to do
one of these. Hehe...