Dead while Living

Chapter 2

‘Have you ever felt, like your not wanted. People act, as if you’re not even around. You’re not alive. You’re dead, walking amongst the living.’

"DEAD WHILE LIVING"

BY: JASMINE a.k.a. Bubbles1287

Relena was taken to a room that belonged to the man that looked like Heero. The bullet wound on her leg was hurting, badly and she was scared. She had no idea what was going on. All she knew was Heero was strong and he wouldn’t let people push him around. Well, she thought that no one could push him around. The man walked into the room and she lost her train of thought. He smirked and she frowned. She was sitting on the bed and he pulled a chair in front of her.

"Let me see your leg?" he said, which was more of a command, then a question. She shook her head, then looked away from his handsome face. He moved closer and grabbed wounded her leg. She was about to move away, when he touched the gunshot wound. She didn’t scream; she just closed her eyes. He took the cloth off the wound, then took out the bullet. He took a wet rag, that he told Jade to put by the bed. Then he washed the wound and put a bandage on the wound. She opened her eyes when he stopped touching her leg and he smiled at her.

"Feeling better." He said. She looked at him in a shocked way.

"What do you want from Heero?" she asked. He smile turned into a smirk.

"Can’t you tell?" He said.

"Tell what." She asked looking into his eyes. He chuckled,

"He’s my son." Relena looked shocked and then she stared at him coldly.

"Then, why do you act like he is trash." She was trying not to yell.

"Because, he is." He said calmly.

"No he is not!" Relena said as her voice went up a bit.

"You don’t even know him. How can you say he isn’t what I say he is? I’ve known him, his whole life. He is trash and he deserves to be treated that way." He said and his smirk turned into a frown. He stood up and stood over her.

"You are his weakness and if I hurt you he will die slowly." He said. She looked at him in disbelief.

"But, why are you trying to hurt him?" She asked. He grabbed her shoulders and pressed her down on the bed. She tried to break free of his grasp, but he was too strong.

"You ask too many questions." He said and smirked, seductively and went down to kiss her. He captured her mouth in his and kissed her. He stuck his hungry tongue in her mouth and she bit it. And he broke free of the kiss and said,

"What do you think you are doing?" He said, in a harsh tone.

"Get off of me." She yelled. He smirked again.

"Why? I look just like, my son. We are alike and I know you want to kiss him." He said.

"You are not like Heero. You never will be like Heero. He doesn’t take advantage of people, like you do. Now get off me!" She said coldly while yelling, a little. He lifted his hand to hit her and she looked up, then closed her eyes tightly, waiting for the blow. Instead, he decided not to hit her and move his hand to her blouse. He started to unbutton the shirt, when Relena opened her eyes. She saw that he had to move his hand from her shoulder, so she had one free hand and she slapped him hard across the face. He let go of her and she ran to the door. He moved to his dresser to get something and she tried to open the door. The door was locked, but Relena wasn’t going to give up. Tears started to fall from her face and he came towards her. He turned her around and slammed her against the door.

"You just had to do this the hard way." He said.

"No, leave me alone. Please don’t do this." She said and put her head down. He smirked and pushed her towards the bed. She fell backwards onto the bed. She tried to get up, but her wound on her leg was still hurting. Plus, he was right there when she fell. He took one of her hands, then took out handcuffs. He attached the handcuff with the bedpost and her hand. Then he did the same thing with her other hand and her feet. (A/N: What can I say the bed is small.) She was trying to get free, but couldn’t. She screamed so she could annoy him, but nothing worked. He opened her blouse and felt around her whole body. All she could feel was a burn from every touch. Every time he touched her it burned and she would scream. He didn’t do the worst part yet, he didn’t take away her womanhood. He just took away her pride, everything felt so wrong now. Her life was completely messed up, because this one man’s torture. All she could feel was pure hatred for him. When he was about to take away her womanhood, the only sort of pride she had. Someone knocked on the door. Tears were still pouring down her eyes, but she was happy that someone interrupted. He got off of her and sat on the bed,

"Who is it?" He said coldly.

"It is Jade. Something very important has come up." She said in an emotionless voice.

"You have the key, open the door." He said. Relena was afraid of someone seeing her because her blouse was open all the way and her skirt was ripped. Her body felt like it was on fire, from all it had been through. Her eyes were blank, but inside she felt hatred and fear. Jade walked in.

"So what happened?" Heero’s father asked.

"Those dumb prostitutes, like your son’s body too much. The stuck a whole bunch of his needles in him to make him weak, so they could mess with him. But they drugged him. They put too many drugs in him and he is having a drug overdose. The nurse doesn’t know what to do. And I know you’re a doctor, so." Jade said. Relena was getting to understand what Heero’s father had those girls do to Heero. Heero had to feel the torture she just felt, all the time. Heero and Relena were only 17. They didn’t need that kind of torture. Heero’s father sighed,

"Well, I don’t want Heero to die, yet. I want him to suffer, just like he made me suffer. So I’ll help him. But those girls need to be taught a lesson. They should know I want to kill him, I don’t want anyone doing it for me. I will be down in a second." He said while smiling.

"Yes sir. What about that girl?" Jade asked.

"Oh. Maybe I’ll let her talk to Heero, once. After, I heal my son. They will be able to talk for the rest of the evening. What time is it now, Jade?" Heero’s father said. She looked at her watch and said,

"12:15 a.m., sir." Jade said and he nodded. She bowed and walked out of the room. Heero’s father turned to Relena and said,

" You came here at 10:00 and you’ve been tortured for 2 hours and 15 minutes, princess." He went on top of her again and kissed her forehead.

" Don’t you feel so lost, so sad, so alone. So DEAD," he whispered then chuckled lightly. "Don’t worry, you’ll get used to it. Like my son, has."

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A/N: I know more angst, but don't worry it will get a little better. Not that it will not have angst, but it won't be as bad. Well I hoped you enjoyed it. I didn't want to end it here, but it is 11:50 p.m. I'm so tired and I want to post this chapter, today. But the next chapter will hopefully be out soon. REVIEW! Sorry it took so long.